The Giants in my Sky; Aquarius, Leo & Venus
Celebrating the Ever Evolving Spiral of Experiential Life
As a devoted & deeply humble student of Astrology, I am amazed at how the Stars reflect what is happening in our lives. From the macro to the micro, it is really quite astounding. And, I will say, at least for me, it has never ever been so spot on.
Like a laser beam of celestial light, illuminating what's up, why it's up, and what's got to change if I would like to be, well, happy. And for me, happiness comes greatly from being in clean alignment.
We can be capable of the most amazing of things, and I love the generosity of being able to explore, experiment, evaluate, & then elevate.
Many years ago, whenI first began offering what is commonly considered psychic readings, I ventured out slowly, pretty dang nervous about being seen.
First to friends, then to family. Not for money, only as gifts.
Although this capacity to perceive and give voice to the Unseen has been with me all my life, I kept it (mostly) under wraps. Stepping out of the "weirdo's" closet, as I lovingly referred to it, felt electrifying, invigorating, albeit somewhat destabilizing to me.
Having few points of reference on "how to be a psychic reader", I sought stability, aligning with other practitioners. Slowly but surely adjusting my way of offering.
Metaphorically, I filled the room with the accoutrement of other people's ways... Born out of self doubt, little by little, loosing sight of the way the Field originally presented through me.
(*cue Bon Iver, Skinny Love)
Loving the deeper meaning in words, "Originally"
the Ally of my Origin,
it's call has once again found me, inviting me to clear the "room",
rinse clean the external dust that has accumulated,
restore the unique & sparkling lens I am deeply blessed to look through.
Enter the Stars.... currently the Giants in my Sky; Aquarius, Leo & Venus, sending me love notes through the willing scribes that be astrologers. The big energies at play in my chart all point to HOME, & the merging of authenticity with service.
As someone who historically yearned for belonging & once sacrificed beyond the bone for it, there is an exquisitely tender beauty in rounding this corner, seeing that what I was seeking was within all along.
It was me being me.
That was the "right way” , that was home for me, all along. Bless, bless bless...
As they say, the longest journey is often from head to heart. As a card carrying Aqua, huge lover of Leo & one deeply informed by the luscious pull of Venus, I feel absolutely carried by this energy.
This affects the offerings at Ntara, taking Soulfield Readings off the table, with a deeply Venusian inspired return to what I call Solo Channeling. You can find a gorgeous description of this luscious offering here.
Wishing all the sparkliest of Stars, & sweetest journeys Home!
bless,
Nicole
